the feeling of defeat
the feeling of triumph
sometimes you have to walk confidently in any direction
sometimes you have to fight
yourself.
FOR yourself
fight with yourself
fight to let go of the expectations
to slowly shed them
to let time be
to be
sometimes you feel
ruined for life
again
sometimes you feel
a taste of home
not a bitter taste
but a sweet taste
sometimes you don't
and its lonely
bare
uncomfortable
fragile
if you look for the light daily
even if its a speck
it changes things
you honor the feeling
let your body feel it too
which takes patience with yourself
grace
and love
self-love
when am I going to feel it again?
Its the feeling of arriving
the freedom
what are you arriving to?
who are you arriving to?
is there a timeline?
no cariño there isn't
there never was
so give yourself the time
make the space
sit with it
give yourself permission
it may be a while
but it won't be forever
keep moving
you're already there
